Elpidaki

Sich selbst zu lieben, zu respektieren & zu schätzen lernen, kann eines der schwersten Dinge überhaupt im Leben werden. Wir alle streben den Perfektionismus an, doch dabei nehmen wir oft keine Rücksicht darauf, was wir wirklich in diesen Momenten brauchen würden & was uns glücklich machen würden.
Das Leben mit allen seine Schwierigkeiten & sich selber mit allen seinen Fehlern zu meistern, ist eine Kunst.
Stefania Xakidou
me, myself & I. Pain, pain, just pain. I just want to be normal. I just want to be skinny, to have cotrol again. All I habe ist my fucking ED. I just want to cry.

me, myself & I. Pain, pain, just pain. I just want to be normal. I just want to be skinny, to have cotrol again. All I habe ist my fucking ED. I just want to cry.

I want to purge. Now. I want to purge all this fucking shit I ate yesterday.

Yesterday I binged so fucking hard and did not purge!I hate myself for not purging! Now I am feeling so sick and sad and soooooooooooo fat! Now I have to starve…. I hate this fucking ED! I wanted to become healhhy, I was three months in therapy, but I am just loosing now. The fight against my ED becomes day by day harder. I just want to cry. Somebody who understands me, who says it´s okay not to be okay. 

I love this dress so much! & I swear I will buy this when I have reach my destiny and have the perfect body! We can do this! ;D 

I love this dress so much! & I swear I will buy this when I have reach my destiny and have the perfect body!

We can do this! ;D 

So guys totally I have lost about 33 lbs and I hate myself so much! The las night at 2 pm I binged so hard my stomach hurt and I couldnt purge because of my family! It was so cruel to have all the food in my body. So I gain 2,2 lbs and I started to cry today. I decided now to start fasting again till sunday and in this time I will live from diet coke, water, tea and chewing gum :DDD <3 If anyone of you want to fast with me, you just have to say it :D it woukd be great! ;D :D And I am so sorry´, but I had been the last time very busy, but now I want to become a true pro ana! <3 Love you all! <3 

So guys totally I have lost about 33 lbs and I hate myself so much! The las night at 2 pm I binged so hard my stomach hurt and I couldnt purge because of my family! It was so cruel to have all the food in my body. So I gain 2,2 lbs and I started to cry today.

I decided now to start fasting again till sunday and in this time I will live from diet coke, water, tea and chewing gum :DDD <3

If anyone of you want to fast with me, you just have to say it :D it woukd be great! ;D :D

And I am so sorry´, but I had been the last time very busy, but now I want to become a true pro ana! <3

Love you all! <3 

(Quelle: tenaciousremedy, via anna-rexia)